new day, dangerous day

hiya

a quick note before i let another miracle happen and go to bed (its still unbelievable that i sleep). today was very happy and more or less productive. i paid for my flat (hm, for the same amount of money i paid for 6 months i could rent a flat in berlin for more than a year, but never mind). running through town with a bit staple of pound notes was a good experience... can miss that easily. saturday at 9 then its mine. i will get the keys and i can move in. then i was tempted to buy pink allstars but i wanted to go to gym and was already late. if i would be paid for every milliliter sweat i would be already a billionair. maybe one day they will introduce this kind of reward scheme like tesco or payback has and one is given a point for every milliliter sweating. would be nice..? nah. wouldnt be and talking about sweating isnt really a nice topic anyway. sorry for that. i did some work in uni and prepared a presentation. and recognised that i should be a bit more straightforward in that and not talking around my arguments. but thats a bit continental academic style, ive been told. not my own thought. i still find it hard to have the argument first and then the evidences instead of evidences first and developing the argument from them. maybe one day i will get used to it. maybe not. but this isnt really a worry for me. but i had nice icecream today and half of a walk in sunshine. its really nice weather and i cant wait for summer. this will be just amazing. finally the whole eve i did a bit of work on that presentation. anthony giddens will speak on the same day as i do. hah. tomorrow i will go to london and attend the annual bsa conference. it will be interesting i think. and it gets me out of my dungeon. im really tired and annoyed by sitting here and only doing work. even an attempt to stay somewhere else this night failed. but i will dream of how it would have been. its just a dream. nothing more. im bored. no one here.

wie auch immer, ich werd' nun ins bett gehen und etwas schlaf suchen. ist auch bitter nötig. morgen wird ein langer tag. vielleicht auch wieder sonnig. wer weiß. das soll's dann auch gewesen sein für heute. vielleicht gibt es morgen mehr. ansonsten immer dran denken, wennste mittwoch überlebst, ist auch schon donnerstag. oder für die engländer unter uns: if you survive wednesday it will be already thursday. nothing more to say or to think. it was already strange enough.

schüß