hi, i know it has been already a couple of days without any post. its just very busy at the moment and i dont know where to start or where to end. millions things i have to do and im completly stressed out. i simply have no time to write anything in this nice little blog. it feels like being burried alive. also, i dont know how to pay for food tonight. i cant even buy my drugs. there is absolutely nothing. anyway. no worries. ive to loose some weight anyway... and i could sniffle some petrol to get high and which also should help to get rid of any hunger. the only free thing, sleeping, i do as many hours as a day has. not this shit little 2 hours a day anymore. doesnt help anyway.

wish i was there and just alone with this, no work around