and besides this, maybe this one is expressing my feelings:



Feel so low some days
And only I can taste
Resent security
Obscuring all I see

In my mind
In my mouth
In my soul
Only you provide these symptoms that I show

I could go out in style
Go back from where I came
But luck sees to us all
And rarely plays the game

In my mind
In my mouth
In my soul
Only you provide these symptoms that I show

We've seen it all through many years of lonesome hell
Back to a place where we all terminate, we terminate

I guess that's getting the point. It's all in my mouth about everything but I'm unable to say it properly because of the stuff which has happened in the past, and going back before that is impossible, regardless how much I try. You know what there is right now:

:)

nothing more, nothing less. Go for it, mate!